We've been over this. It's so boring: socially unacceptable, "not for boys", and thereby forbidden during childhood and adolescence. My parents are pretty cool and would've let me have it, but the kids at school would have flayed me for it. (They beat me up anyway, I should've just gone for it). Now, however, I really do live in a neon rainbow world , forever traveling between the land of dreams, a multicolor sky and the "real world" which is full of delightful animal friends. Now I can have this, can wear it out.