I just wrote this really stupid missive blog post about how frustrated I was, struggling with feelings of inadequacy and rejection. Anyways I deleted it because who wants to add more negativity, right?
Plus also I'm thinking about the people that upset me, and they deserve to feel good. It's hard but true: even people you totally cannot stand deserve to be happy or whatever. I'm a lot cooler, I'm letting it go.
The other point of the blog post which I have just deleted is to say how out of frustration and feeling bad all the time, I'm starting to feel like maybe if I just swing it the other way I could actually know another human person.
Oh fuck it i'll let the fact that I'm on the internet this morning cheer me up. Thanks!