I don't know why it bothers me so much. I'm such a grass is greener person. My psyche (ha! my emotional landscape maybe) is divided by chain-link fences. It's really all just an excuse to lean on a chain-link fence. Anyways I'm always looking at what;s on the other side and wishing it were happening to me. But I know, rationally, that it is no fun. I'm looking into my past: I've been there, like, six months a year two weeks ago. That was happening to me. And it was awful! And I wanted it to be over! And now I want it back. So shut up, I guess.
I'm really excited cause La JJ is on his way into my life again right now. We're gonna rehearse tonight. I can't wait. We'll see, I guess.