You want to show me to myself. You want to explain me to me.
My teeth hurt today. I don't know if the procedure on Friday really went well. I may end up needing this root canal after all. Uncertainty isn't always fun, but it is always present. So sometimes you have to not know.
I want to wait this out, but I know that's impossible.
On the other hand, I don't think I particularly have to prove something at this moment. I know what I am doing. Believe it or not.