SHIT I AM NOT GOING TO FOCUS ON CAUSE IT WILL DRIVE ME INSANE: The fact that I still need to get my teeth fixed. How stressed out I get at work. My student loans. Being almost physically unable to have a meaningful interaction with anyone. Feeling like a failure / rejected / slighted by the entire world (of cute boys). Anger, Jealousy, Regret. How behind I am on all of the projects I would like to do. Feeling like I never have any good ideas. Not having any time to myself to find out if I do ever have any good ideas. SHIT I AM TRYING TO REALLY KEEP IN MIND CAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL LESS CRAZY: My friends, who wouldn't be friends with me if I was actually as horrible of a person as I feel like. So there're some nice counterarguments. Setting up an appointment with a real life psychoanalyst, a la Erica Jong. Exercise. Really obsessed with green nail polish and by extension Taking Care of Myself in Any Small Way that I Can. Lil' Kim. Just generally. Optimism, Luck, Romance. Things can and should and could be different. Thinking a lot about this video:
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have i ever shown you this piece of mine that incorporates these song lyrics?: http://bp3.blogger.com/_t_Q8LzobRfM/R6eI0De6sOI/AAAAAAAAAhE/znlzIya4Nlk/s1600-h/ART2007_252.jpg
it's like we are on the same leo wave length. I feel like I have compiled VERY similar lists recently.
oh that lil kim....
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